06/09/11 Personal Message (out of prompt order)

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06/09/11 Prompt
To believe your own thought, to believe that what is true for you in your private heart is true for all men, that is genius. – Ralph Waldo Emerson

What is burning deep inside of you? If you could spread your personal message RIGHT NOW to 1 million people, what would you say?

(Author: Eric Handler)


My personal message, what do I want to share with others out there. I sit here in my space that I have, at a desk that is simple from something my wife saw on Oprah I believe, just a hollow core door I stained that sits on two short end bookcases we have, and it is one of my favorite desks I have ever had. Cheap and large. I have never had a single desk this large at any job in my life.

I sit here waiting for a recruiter to call me about the possibility of an interview soon. I hope so, I dislike, it hurts the Male/Man that I am to not work, to not contribute to the upkeep of the family as I have grown into.

I sit here and think my wife wrote an excellent paper on the differences between how she was raised and how I was raised. This paper was for her College Comp I class as she is working towards a degree going to school part time. She nailed my family perfectly in the short 5 paragraphs.

I sit here and wonder what personal message I have to share. I talk to people I know about Transition and Peak Oil and how I perceive the World Economy. I have started a whopping 3 coffee cans with seeds in them, Cilantro and Chives to start out with. I want to have solar on my house, I remember debating alternative energy back in High School (1978 was that topic I think), and I cannot get my fiction down onto paper to turn into my first ebook to post online for sales. I know I need to diversify my income streams (hell make income streams to be honest). I have started re-reading Rolf Pott's book again seeking insight. I just finished reading The conactive Connection by Kathy Kolbe and I wonder simultaneously how to redo my resume to show my Fact Finder and Implementor skills off best, at the same time wondering how to recharge my Follow Thru to complete the stuff I want to get done.

I sit here and wonder about a personal message.
I wish it were be nicer to one another, help out instead of put down, and just be yourself.

I think it is a wish that people would respect one and another, give people work to feel valuable and useful, and to just be yourself (If you can sure as all heck I cannot be myself).

Or just read...